I let myself wander too close to work , in an attempt to get away from somethign else !
hand feed a lion a piece of meat and it gobbles u up as well.
so did my work. have been so busy , with loads of stuff i had taken responsibility for , very gladly then !
am working hard... yet the end seems to be jus a mirage. its there... but jus aint!
but nevertheless when the going gets tough, the tough go home
so will i, need to give maself a brk!
will be back bloggin.. hopefully

how does it feel to keep talking to someone and ya get no replies, like u feel when u talk to the wall ?!... hmmm... it feels nice :-)    [this is the crazy element i was talking abt ].
but it certainly wud feel awfully better if u get replies and if u can just go on and on... like the waves.... u just dont stop.
ah...hmmm

dont wanna be commenting too early, but blogging seems to be fun. well atleast for now it is. i have been known for not sticking onto anything for long ;-)

its a saturday and like any other, i have too many items on my task list. all prioritised!
havent got to tick anything as done, yet .
half the day is over and i console myself saying i just deserve the rest for all the hard work (!!!) i have put in over the week.....
i also have this lil fear that this weekend is gonna be as fruitless as any other.
i have miles to go before i sleep...... am so sleepy already !

ya know...  
when seconds become days,
mins becomes months,
and the days become years...

the best part is, there is nothing happening !
still pondering... why am i blogging?!

hmmmm... i seem to be liking the thorn now, not that i dint before, just that i dint know it was a thorn. !!
u just need to know how to handle the thorn and it doesnt prick u !

am a very inside person, my world is inside ma head. some think i have an attitude, some think am just unpredictable , i think i am neither.
i am not emotional , or am i ? am i crazy ? ah there u go, when does someone actually wonder if he is crazy in life ?! i dunno, i dunno where i am at. i am usually headstrong and care a damn. why not this time ? why am i doing this to myself? i have lotsa work to keep me more than busy and i am not desperate either. i always thot am cool, and i am almost right. but why now ?
why in the world am i writing a blog ? i always thot writing a blog was so crazy, and now i am writing one myself ! sigh... i am happy, i am content, i am glad, ... i am still missing something, something i thot i wud never miss. damn !
when ya know u cant get it off ur mind, u can be sure u like it. u cant prick a thorn , can ya ? just luv the thorn for not having pricked u more. gr8 ! there is a blog from me too. none the style of a regular blogger, but holy crap this is wat i cud manage. and i like to keep smiling :-)